I am in the middle of a crossroad. I want to enhance my lifestyle through meeting great and wonderful people who would enlighten me, or through the nonstop exhausting search of a slave/cuckold. Some might think that the search of a slave is almost as searching for the true love of a vanilla individual. I am here to say that is all BS. The search of the perfect male slave is absolutely exhausting. No offense to the men out there. But I need to say to you, “Get your act together”.
I think I am in my breaking point. The point where I can care a rat ass about anyone who comes to me and says “I am a slave Miss and would like to suck your feet, but I need to be punished” Well, I am here to say to all you confused crawlers. You don’t tell a Dom to punish you! You could beg for it, but NOT ask for it without even meeting the Dom or having a session is absolutely stupid! In fact, it is a red flag to ME. My instant thought of you is “one more desperate prick with not true desire to be a slave”. I know I know … I am being a royal bitch! but you like it right?!?!! lol
I am going to try a new approach. This is to find a way to see the light beyond this dark tunnel of hopeless and countless emails and find the gem within the masses.
I have also noticed that a lot of my blog entries are questioning your thinking and understanding of what I am trying to say. For this reason, I will make a great effort to answer each question I lay out and expose true thoughts, feelings and experiences accordingly. I am currently a passive bookworm Domme. This means I am spending my time reading a lot and researching even more to define my deep dark Domme desires. I have to admit I do spook myself at times. I have actually discovered I am much more of a sadist than I ever intended to be!!!! LMAO.
Right! No more rambling. I can assure you this, after August I will no longer intentionally be a passive Domme. I am getting my cane out, and spanking a few asses. Testing period for my carnal ways will begin very soon!!