Personal Dilemmas

I am in the middle of a crossroad. I want to enhance my lifestyle through meeting great and wonderful people who would enlighten me, or through the nonstop exhausting search of a slave/cuckold.  Some might think that the search of a slave is almost as searching for the true love of a vanilla individual. I am here to say that is all BS. The search of the perfect male slave is absolutely exhausting. No offense to the men out there. But I need to say to you, “Get your act together”.

I think I am in my breaking point. The point where I can care a rat ass about anyone who comes to me and says “I am a slave Miss and would like to suck your feet, but I need to be punished” Well, I am here to say to all you confused crawlers. You don’t tell a Dom to punish you! You could beg for it, but NOT ask for it without even meeting the Dom or having a session is absolutely stupid! In fact, it is a red flag to ME. My instant thought of you is “one more desperate prick with not true desire to be a slave”. I know I know … I am being a royal bitch! but you like it right?!?!! lol

I am going to try a new approach. This is to find a way to see the light beyond this dark tunnel of hopeless and countless emails and find the gem within the masses.

I have also noticed that a lot of my blog entries are questioning your thinking and understanding of what I am trying to say. For this reason, I will make a great effort to answer each question I lay out and expose true thoughts, feelings and experiences accordingly. I am currently a passive bookworm Domme. This means I am spending my time reading a lot and researching even more to define my deep dark Domme desires. I have to admit I do spook myself at times. I have actually discovered I am much more of a sadist than I ever intended to be!!!! LMAO.

Right! No more rambling. I can assure you this, after August I will no longer intentionally be a passive Domme. I am getting my cane out, and spanking a few asses. Testing period for my carnal ways will begin very soon!!

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About Ms Raquel Orchid

I believe in the power of change, changes can only be done if we believe in the positive awareness of the human nature. This blog seeks to help me explore the world of BDSM, fetish and moral righteousness.
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